I worry a lot. I know its pointless, but I become overwhelmed sometimes with fear. Right now I fear that this will not work out. I fear that it is foolish of me to think that I can get this farm going and still hold onto my career as an architect. I fear that I am delusional. I fear that I am becoming obsessive about this project and that I am loosing focus to the point where I could damage myself and hurt my family. I fear that to take care of the cattle is taking too much time and energy and I have not yet go enough fence and water in place to be able to deal with them. I fear that I will find, find with time, that this is not actually what I want to do. I fear that I will find that I am more interested in watching other’s permaculture projects on Youtube, or reading about them on the blogs and forums. These are my fears and many others that surface individually or simultaneously.
But lets talk rather about progress this week.
We still don’t have transfer…but, we have no done everything that needs to be done to get the bond registered.
- I have municipal approval (for the cottage we told the bank we are going to build)
- We have an enrolment certificate from National Home Builders Registration Council.
- We have ” Builder’s All Risk” insurance cover.
- Continuing to clear Ink Berry (Cestrum laevigatum)
- Continuing work clearing Port Jackson and Black Wattle from the path that will become our driveway.
- Continuing to train the cattle to the electric fence
- Bought a charger for the 12 volt motorbike battery I am using to charge the electric
- returned the charger, then bought the correct charger with the correct amp rating
- Selling three oxen at the Fischers Corner Auction yesterday
- 1 at 246 kg for R2300.00 or R9.34 per kg
- 2 at 339 kg (average) for R3300.00 or R9.73 per kg
- total income – R8900.00 less comission at R710.00 and costs at R29.70 = R8159.99
- (not to self – never sell at Fitches corner again – prices too low)